How long is this roller coaster ride???
So I have spent every spare second talking with The Husband. Let me be the first to report that my 2nd year nursing diagnosis for this person is HE'S LOST HIS FLIPPING MIND!!! He is so confused and so full of self loathing that he is bordering in my opinion on a complete nervous breakdown. It is the nurse in me that isn't banging him over the head with a frying pan at this point in time. Up until last night it was all "I don't want to be married, I'm in love with Slutface, you and the kids are better off without me, I'm outa here" and then this morning while I'm at the hospital don't I get an urgent text message, I really need to talk to you. Basically the magnitude of his actions are hitting home, he was looking at pictures and had a whole day long pity party, when I got home I was expected to comfort him and help him cope with his decision to leave me and our kids. How is that logical? If I'm not mistaken, he fired my ass from comforter, go get Slutface to comfort you. I am not about to make him feel better because he is deserting his family. Ok, maybe I hugged him a little bit, but I am not going to say all the sweet nothings he wants. He's made his bed now he and Slutface can lie in it. All that said, if he came in the door and said that he was sorry and wanted to come back I would probably say ok. Help me with that sad fact please.
nursing talk: Had a great time at clinical today. Had my hand kissed by 3 different old geezers today. I am loving being a student nurse, and can't wait until I'm an actual nurse!